In my 31 years of life no one has created such mess like my son who is sleeping soundly after making me awake whole night
But I love this mess ....my beautiful mess
Baby can sleep but I can't because work needs me
So after kissing my baby head I get up from bed and does my daily routine
I came out of washroom and saw kunnu ..he is sleeping peacefully but I know he miss her mamma and I can't do anything about it because we both lost her the day kunnu born
That was a painful night but we both accepted the faith
She will forever lives in our hearts.
I look at the picture of us
Vani vardhan singh yaduvanshi - my wife who is no more .....it's not that I loved her but I respect her lot .
I heard a knock on door that took me out of my thinking
"Yes " i said
Mom entered in room ....
"Beta your breakfast because I know you will not leave kunnu alone " she said .
"Okay maa don't worry I will eat on time and will not repeat my mistakes again because I know my family needs me " i said
Mom hugged me
"Okay my baby " she said
"Mom I am not baby....I am father of a baby
By which angle do I look baby to you " i said irritatingly
She laughed and said "you will always be my baby okay.....now don't argue with me and eat your breakfast "
Mom went out and I completed my breakfast
After I took kunnu in arms offcourse not disturbing his sleep and went downstairs
Mom took him from me .....he is star of everyone's eye .
Time skip to office
Such a useless people can't do their work properly
I fired 5 people already because they are lacking in management
Such a bad morning
My secretary came ....
"Sir you have meeting in five minutes and then site checking of three places where construction is going on "
"Okay ...let's go and give me details of each and every hotel , resort and restaurant before night
Also ask designing team to give me their design draft before weekend
Is it clear" i said
" Y..esss sir "
It's 9 o'clock till my work is completed....i know mom will be pissed off because it's not easy to handle kunnu without me
I reached home and heard crying of my son
I quickly went to him ....he is looking me with doe eyes 👀
I felt bad because I can't with him all the day
Papa and chachu also handling buisness of Jaisalmer and jodhpur so they are only home when it's weekend
My cousin are still in college
So all work came upon me ....but I love my work it keeps me away from unnecessary thought and keeps me busy
After seeing me he stopped crying....it's been few days he becoming more restless I don't know why
He feels void because of vaani
I came into room with him and after struggling finally he slept.
After eating dinner and bath this day also came to end.
I can't even sleep properly after vaani death.
Flashback
We both are friends from college time and after taking position of CEO we rarely met
But one day we both accidentally met in club and drunk too
We both slept with each other
In morning when I woke up I saw no one beside me
But I do remember all the things happened between us .
I tried to connect her but failed
After 2 months she came to me
" Vardhaan I am pregnant and it's your baby
I don't know what to do
My family will kill me if they got to know"
She cried
"Okay okay enough....... don't cry I will do something
You can trust me ". I said
After thinking a lot .....i decided why don't get married...my family will be happy..vani problem will be solved and I also know her so there will not be problem in understanding.....she understands my work and priority
I will gladly take the responsibility of baby and her .
So I told her ...... But she said "Vardhaan you don't have to sacrifice we will find some other solution . It's not only your mistake that night..i also involved
I can't be burden to you ....it's about my baby"
"It's my baby too ....and we both will be perfect companion together
Stop thinking too much..... because I am ready to take your burden on my shoulders just like college time
Now stop crying I need my sassy vaani back"
I said jokingly .
"Hey I'm not burder it's my right to annoy you and you have to handle me lifetime
Think again properly because you know I'm not easy girl"
She said
Finally she stopped crying
"I am more than happy for you and our baby" i said
She chuckled and we both talked a lot .
I think it's our destiny.
I told my parents about vaani ...they are too much happy because finally at the age of 30 he is ready to get married
Vani parents also agreed.
We both get married in simplicity with our close ones.
After one month I told my parents that vaani is pregnant
They are on clouds ....vaani also happy with my family.
We both never get intimate after that night
Yeah...she needs forehead kiss every night
I smiled remembering her antics
We both were happy.....i started liking her and too much used to her presence
after coming home ...I need her with me
Her talks her craving and craziness
Every night she reads story...me and baby both used to listen.
When it was her seventh month .....she was at parents home
On driving back to home her car collided with truck
A tear slipped from my eye remembering that incident
We rushed to hospital after getting know about accident
I basically threatened doctors to save her
But they can't do anything.
But she gave me greatest blessings of my life
My baby.
I used to skip meals...my room haunted me
With my family support and baby presence I survived that time and become strong again for kunnu.
I
decided vani will forever remain in my heart and no one can replace her .
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