She looked at him with hint of betrayal, thought he still didn't accept her as mother of his child
But as she stand up to move away from this , he captured her waist and made her sit , her breath hitched with cold touch and she tried to remove his hold but he is much stronger than her .
" I'm not finished yet" he stated firmly and withdraw his hand realising her retailiation.
" Don't you think you have to answer me because it's my right to know about my family" he said coldly
"I was not your family then and you didn't seem to interested in any kind of conversations" she retreated
"Okay after marriage.......there are lots of time you could have tell me " he said
"Don't you trust me with baby, i know you didn't accept me as her mother " she said with trembling hands.
He hold her hand delicately with one hand and hold her face to look into her eyes with other hand and said
" The mother of rakshit yaduvanshi is aadhya vardhan singh yaduvanshi and no one change it not even me "
His voice commands determination about decision , he took fifteen days ago and there is not a single minute when he regret about it.
" Your feets are swelling because of the medicine? " he asked
He may not showing but notice everything about his wife who willing to harm her body for his baby
Selflessness will be a minor word infornt of her he thought looking at serene face of his wife which is now little reddish due to crying.
" Yes ,there are some side effects because of hormonal changes " she answered his question.
Vardhaan pov
After conversation with maa i approached office which is in home because some urgent documents needed to be confirmed and sent further for implementation.
I reached my room and open the door only to find doctor breastfeeding kunnu.
I was thunderstruck by the seen , not in my wildest dreams I thought something like that.
She immediately cover dupatta over her ,i also diverted my eyes and sat on the couch try to consume the situation.
How can she breastfeed ? Is she has another child ?
Many questions running in mind which needs to be explained by her . I was attempting to calm not want to lash out anger on her . Our situation and this marriage is not simple as past encounters were not pleasant. When she was done I asked her for a proper conversation .
A hint of betrayal erupted in my mind after witnessing the scene and it mount up my fury and rage .
We both are in balcony now , i commanded answer from her " doctor do you have another child beside kunnu"
She didn't answer , her silence is killing me
I held her hand and pull towards me , making her fall on my chest. She is close to me ,too close that I can hear her uneven breathing .
"W_what ? " She startled
" Yes tell me " i ordered again
" Y_you know my condition I told you before marriage" she said and tears are continuously dripping from her eyes, but why her tears making me weak and helpless.
"Leave , you are hurting me " she said looking into my eyes
I loosened my grip over her hand but damage is already done ,there are imprint of my fingers showing the cruelty done by me .I never wanted to hurt her anyhow , a sense of guilt build in me but I masked it .
" Then how the hell you were feeding my baby" i again questioned her .
She took a deep breath and stated all the procedures and measures of lactation without being pregnant.
I'm dumbfounded hearing all process and took a minute to absorb the shocking truth.
I'm feeling venerated by her bold and selfless action which she determinated to do regardless her health .
"Why didn't you tell me anything" i asked
She questioned me or you can say that accused me for not accepting her as kunnu's mother but she is okay with this deteriorated marriage. She didn't think about herself once then who am I to accept or reject her as mother of my baby , she is and always will be mamma of her baby.
I noticed her feet swelling few days ago and she said it's side effects of medicine intake..
Holding her hand delicately I made her sit with me and she is calm now but her face show the misery done by me.
I wronged her since day one still she is enduring everything without any question .
People called me perfect but I know I failed miserably as husband.
Rubbing thumb over her hand i called her
" Aadhya"
It's the first time I'm calling her name and trust me it bring solace to my tainted dark soul..
She looked me with her doe eye but instantly looked down
Both mother and son know my weakness it's their doe eyes.
" Hum aapse maafi maangte h ...uss din jis tarah humne call pr baat ki , i want to apologise since that day but you didn't even glanced me "
I took a breath and lifted her face to make her look at me
" I will not put any excuse to justify my intorelable crime but I promise that this is will be the last time I talked in such way with you
If in any situation I would have misbehaved you then shoot me ,gun is placed in the right drawer ." I stated firmly showing my unwavering commitment.
Her eyes widened after hearing gun , such a innocent soul that bind with darkest , cunning and tainted man
"What are you saying, don't say anything like that " she said
She never failed to amuse me with her tender and kind behaviour.
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